Re: Star Wars: Force neutrality

[sacred at heart]

"I don't kill as much anymore and you didn't threaten or fear me when you saw no life in my eyes," she whispered remembering her master and his friends. They took her soul when they took her.

[Straywolf]

Aton: "I saw a lot in your eyes. What you once were, what you are now, and what you will become. My advice do what i did. Forget your past and start anew." I turn and make my way to my chambers

[sacred at heart]

shia made a sound as she cried without knowing it. "Some things are unforgettable"

[Straywolf]

Aton: I stop at my door and look down the direction where she was. She doesn't see it. she has a soft heart for a sith. yet she claims to have no soul. She will find out in time. I walk into my room and leave the door a jar in case she walks by and still wants to talk

[sacred at heart]

She went into his chambers still crying. For the first time at this location she dropped her hood revealing her teary face.

[Straywolf]

Aton: I hover just above the ground meditating. I look up as she enters my hood still hiding my face.

[sacred at heart]

"Do you mind if we talk?"

[Straywolf]

Aton: I nodded and used the force to pull out a chair for her. i still remained on the ground half meditating

[sacred at heart]

She sat down still crying. "I'm different but not in a way most Sith are."

[Straywolf]

Aton: "how so?" I have a feeling i know already but lets see how she sees the situation

[sacred at heart]

"I feel, and can't hide emotion thanks to my master and his groups"

[Straywolf]

Aton: I close my eyes as the bed behind me rises a little "I see, but most sith don't hid their emotions you see. they let them run wild. I see what you mean though. continue"

[sacred at heart]

"they hide it until fights, but I lost that ability when I was young" she whispered trailing off unable to finish.

[Straywolf]

Aton: "There are many cases like this throughout history. relax and meditate for a second. when you find the question you need to ask then ask it." I say calmly

[sacred at heart]

"I can't meditate... it happened when i was meditating" she whispered softly wiping her tears.

[Straywolf]

Aton: I get to my feet as the bed behind me falls to the floor "I won't ask hat happened but you have to find a way to let it go. if you don't the next time we meet the so called Darth Revan he can use the memory against you."

[sacred at heart]

"He was one of them" she whispered.

[Straywolf]

Aton: I look up "thats difficult when he kills everyone he sees. He doesn't like groups and i barely escaped him once but I'm not unscathed."

[sacred at heart]

"It was when I was before I was a murderer. I killed my Master to prove that I wasn't weak. To prove I had a reason to live," Shia whispered placing a hand on her lower abs remembering the pain.

[Straywolf]

Aton: I sit down on the bed and think for a second. "I know its difficult but you need to learn how to leave your past and fears behind. I'm not saying it will be easy, but possible"

[sacred at heart]

"No one understands," she whispered, "Do you have any ideas what could have happened?"

[Straywolf]

Aton: I nod

[sacred at heart]

"What do you think it is?" she asked softly.

[Straywolf]

Aton: "Many things can cause this. its too soon to tell what it is at the moment. until then is there anything you want me to do to help ease the pain? i do balance with dark and light sides of the force. i may be able to help"

[sacred at heart]

she shook her head remembering the feelings as she cried out in pain. It seemed so real.

[Straywolf]

Aton: I walk over to her and place my hand on her cheek letting the force flow trying to numb the pain.

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